My Immortal

I wanted this
immortality
so much
like no other
not the cliché
but the perfection

Immortal
yet with no attachment
to
loneliness
attachment
or
the desire to belong
to feel
to cry
to weep
to hurt

I'll be
immortal
powerful
invulnerable
inscrutable

and
in this forbidden dream
I'll be forever in time
with nothingness
that I would embrace
and
feel not a bit of loneliness.